tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-314756072012-02-16T12:01:13.297-05:00Wahidihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597883696203996395noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31475607.post-47310151097089338432009-08-13T13:21:00.002-04:002009-08-13T13:34:29.339-04:00Here I am.<br />with nothing to look forward to, with no help around.<br />all alone, yet again.<br />abandoned and desecrated by the very life i was once honored with.<br />a life that i came to respect and adore for its magnificence.<br /><br />i disrupted it, i bent the rules, and tested my wits and i became nothing!<br /><br />and here i am.<br />day after day wondering why i do this to myself.<br />why do i bring upon myself this mountain of pain and sadness?<br />why do i throw myself into a bottomless pit where i can only rejoice my reunion with nothingness, yet again?<br /><br />it was a discovery of epic proportions, finding peace within me.<br />and ive missed it every single day since the day i lost it!<br /><br />can i ever possibly discover it again? find that one tool that answers all my questions that brings me to peace and calmness?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/31475607-4731015109708933843?l=wahidain.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wahidihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03597883696203996395noreply@blogger.com0